hello.
bruno sat in his kennel watching as the careful milkman draws closer to the front porch. crafty charlie has been trying to catch lady gwen's attention all year long. charlie was impressed with his effort, this was the closest he has every been to gwen's home. he looked at his spy gear - black ninja suit with padded shoes and a black bandana that covered most of his face - and smiled at himself. no one who walked through the white gate could ever so come this close to the house. because in moments, trusty bruno will run towards them in his mad bark and greet them with his teeth.

right now, charlie is at her door. he peered at the kennel, expecting to hear a bark... or a growl. silence. bruno was in his kennel motionless. bruno just watched. charlie smirked, dusted his shirt and knocked the door.

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i realized that there is so much one can do. i do feel that sometimes i can get all 'control freak' on the ones i care for. my brain goes wacky worrying for them, my heart grumbles whenever i see them doing things without thinking, my fist grows red watching them ignore my warnings.... but there is so much i can do. and i am trying to learn to let go. i hate this man. i hate feeling like this. i think it is much easier to just burst into flames like that fantastic four guy and burn all these monsters into dust. but in doing that i might be opening a pandora's box. and i do know there is some verse in the bible that says love your enemy like thy neighbour. zzzz.

so whatever. i am going for another approach. i pray and ask the Alpha and Omega handle for me. but sitting back watching everything unfold never fails to get me burning. i just wish they could all just wake up their idea! and me, i should just keep quiet and stop being a control freak. grrr!

God bless charlie. May lightning fall on you. Ha. And all you gwens out there, i just want to let you know i am not oblivious to everything. so stop your act already.